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	<title>JM's Personal Blog</title>
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	<description>Into the world of Afro Monk...</description>
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		<title>sometimes you just got to rip it off</title>
		<description><![CDATA[i just lost the one person to me that has consumed my mind and heart for almost two years solid and before that another year or so. i&#8217;ve been so in love for so long and finally walked away lighting the biggest bomb i could use. i&#8217;ve tortured myself long enough and this will make [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.jmjdv.com/2010/09/02/sometimes-you-just-got-to-rip-it-off/</link>
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		<title>never enough</title>
		<description><![CDATA[
this feeling is all too familiar. i&#8217;ve done it countless times.
why can&#8217;t i just smile and enjoy what i got.
the void inside grows bigger when i do this to myself.
reflecting on the journeys i&#8217;ve embarked. who am i kidding.
this isn&#8217;t what i want nor lifestyle i wanted. days just pass.
try to hold on to these [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.jmjdv.com/2010/08/23/never-enough/</link>
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		<title>Random Thoughts</title>
		<description><![CDATA[The past couple days I&#8217;ve made some big changes on trying to be happy with everything going on. I became extremely bitter and depressed in the recent months. Right now I&#8217;m trying to concentrate on cleaning up all my negativity. 
I&#8217;ve been happy with all that I&#8217;ve become since I&#8217;ve been on my own but [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.jmjdv.com/2010/08/10/random-thoughts/</link>
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		<title>The German</title>
		<description><![CDATA[we sit across from each other.
inside we know what we want yet deny.
the past is in the past. present time rules.
our eyes still always meet. we remember.
we are almost extinct and we accept this.
environments without windows are built.
chemistry is easy but biology is what we major in.
i&#8217;ve spread the white peanuts around hoping they&#8217;ll appear.
all [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.jmjdv.com/2010/08/10/the-german/</link>
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		<title>Leo the Lion, King</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve made a new friend, Robot. It&#8217;s kinda scary how much they remind me of myself. They are way more of a hard ass than myself though. They post some zodiac thing and got curious to check out what it said for Leo especially since my birthday just past.
Leo.
It&#8217;s kinda scary how much I relate [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.jmjdv.com/2010/08/05/leo-the-lion/</link>
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		<title>i could of had you at hello</title>
		<description><![CDATA[it&#8217;s been awhile. damn.
the cycle never stops with me.
jaded isn&#8217;t even the word anymore.
how many times do we have to do this.
every time i get my hopes up you disappoint.
at least now you know what it&#8217;s like.
you&#8217;ll get what you want and i won&#8217;t though.
tired of torturing myself. it&#8217;s gotten old.
all the lyrics and words [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.jmjdv.com/2010/07/30/i-could-of-had-you-at-hello/</link>
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		<title>Over and over again.</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m a disaster yet making progress in my own things.
How do I allow myself to be who I am?
I&#8217;m not saying I&#8217;m a terrible person I just hate this feeling over and over.
There have been streaks where I&#8217;m exactly where I want to be and then theirs day were it&#8217;s like back to square one. [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.jmjdv.com/2009/10/14/over-and-over-again/</link>
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		<title>Been a recluse&#8230;</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been keeping to myself for quite awhile now. It&#8217;s been almost 3 weeks that I&#8217;ve mainly been staying home. Big updates are that I sort of don&#8217;t care about many things now. Just trying to work on myself and enjoy my time on my own. Figure should slow my life down already and get [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.jmjdv.com/2009/09/20/been-a-recluse/</link>
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		<title>One of those days&#8230;</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Man tonight hasn&#8217;t been good. I&#8217;m sitting here on my laptop instead of my bed and I&#8217;m freaking out. I feel my heart starting to race and that empty feeling where you just feel hollow inside and as if some sort of vortex is eating the inside of your soul.
This is bad. This only happens [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.jmjdv.com/2009/08/31/one-of-those-days/</link>
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		<title>So hardcore I broke my nose!</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Alright the past couple of weeks I&#8217;ve ignored this site but should be back in full force again. I recently broke my nose and got two black eyes. Yup yup!
Last week I went to Poison the Well&#8217;s show at the Culture room. Fresh Prince and Wings went with me. We got there about 10min before [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://www.jmjdv.com/2009/08/30/so-hardcore-i-broke-my-nose/</link>
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